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 The only reason everyone holds onto memories so tight is cause memories are the only thing that doesn’t change when everything else does. lol i love this quote tooo...xDD reminds me of memories with my friends and family ♥ ily everyone who's always been by my side and never leaving. HAIIII everyone!!! xDDD gee, i've been posting more often these days, huh? lol cause ever since i got my new schedule, i havent had any hw lately. :O lol today dad came to school to change my schedule =( they didn't change it ='( yeh i was crying about it the whole entire time in biology :P im ok now though. i heard some of my friends say u can change ur schedule after October 6 or somethng..im not sure but still im determined to change into my old schedule back ~~ i cant take my new schedule any longer than it has to be. O_O gah anways, ALMOST my Birthday!!! October 5 is the date ppls. xDD watching Chef's Kiss!! LOL i missed U-Kiss so much!!!!! uuhhh im still watching SHINee's Hello Baby.....ehh hehh O_O speaking of SHINee, they have another new MV coming.. (their comeback was so fast) i thought when they had their goodbye stage somewhere in early September, that's it's gonna take a while for their comeback ~~ but not even a month later, they came back and have 3 new songs!!! YAY!! ♥ i also can't wait for U-Kiss's Mworago MV xDDDD :3 OCTOBER 4 - SHINee Hello MV and U-Kiss Mworago comes out!! LOL so excited!!! LOL OCTOBER THIS YEAR IS GONNA BE A BLAST!!! anways, imma go watch TV or something, byes everyone!! SHINee, U-Kiss Fighting!!!
 Some people can go their entire life without falling in love. I have fallen in love once, and lost it all as i fell, but the *hurt* is worth so much more, then not loving at all. Hii everyone!! gah i don't really wanna post today. but oh well got bored cause i didn't have any hw to do. jeez im sick of my new class schedule. Im gonna go to the school with my dad to change my schedule. I don't care what it takes. :/ I want my old schedule back and im determined to make that happen. xD soo wish me luck guys =D it's really likely since my parents are there ;D wish u luck, Julie with ur cross-country ♥. that's all i have to say for today, guys. xD gonna go watch Hello Baby =) to cheer me up (i miss watching U-Kiss Vampire *sniffs*)
 Of course, you're going to get your heart broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again. i love this quote so much^^ ♥ ♥ even though i had never had my heart broken. :O btw, love the banner Banner from: FrozenTearDrops Hi, everyone!!! I'm not gonna say a lot on my posts from now on cause i don't want to bore u with my life. Anyways, Today got my class schedule changed. =( eek, don't have some of my best friends in my classes anymore... gah, the sadness, the horror!!! (LOL i was saying tht all day, especially at lunch.) *sniffs* sniffs* new teacher too geez. but hopefully it's gonna be all right. i have all my other friends there with me. ♥ and i also won't have biology every day. so i have more time to do things. xDD that's all i have to say for today. ttyl everyone.
 Sometimes you have to forgive someone just because you want them in your life. Hii everyone!!! xDD New blogskin!!!! xDD lol this might be my permanet layout because i spent a lot of time working on it. 3 hours to be precise. finally have SHINee in something =D i love that picture^^ so cute^^ also, this is the first time i like green..well that kind of green on a layout ;D hmm anyways, AsianpopDLS is almost open!! xDD further updates i'll let u know. *sighs* gosh watched the last episode of U-Kiss Vampire sad to see it end =( it was so awesome!! lol hope they appear in more variety shows im still on Hello Baby lol. ill watch it whenever i have time. im okay FOR NOW. im still a little sad but umm hopefully i;ll be happy and back to myself in the next week or so. TY everyone. and i'll try to reply back to ya as soon as I can. banner: from limitless goals xDDD
 Happy Birthday Key Oppa!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ happy 19th birthday Key!!! you're still so young =D (i think you're 20 in Korea, but still im going with your international year) im sorry today i couldn't do anything for u cause im in a really depressed mood. i tried my best to smile for u on ur special day today but i just couldnt' do it =( all i can say to u is Happy Birthday =D i wish u the best and i ♥ u If you can't solve it, it isn't a problem - it's reality. And sometimes reality is the hardest thing to understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize. But once it hits you in the face you'll never forget it. It will always be there in your memories and sometimes that is the best way to look at it. Hello, everyone out there in this world ♥ the only reason im posting today is because it's Key's birthday and I want to say Happy Birthday to him JK just because im depressed doesn't mean i start talking shit to ppl and not give a care about anyone. im not that kind of person, really. sorry if i curse, i don't want to. this is day 2 of my sadness =( 100923 right now listening to music (U-Kiss!!! ♥) they're the only thing keeping me happy for now :/ everything else i don't care. i just want to listen to music and fall asleep in bed =D and not give a care to the world. "In reality, I'm slowly losing my mind. Underneath that smile, gradually I'm dying inside. Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly. Cause I don’t want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering. So I wear my disguise till I go home at night and turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry." i love this quote so much. it explains a lot more than you think of what my life is now. but sometimes i can't hide it. but i smile anyways, to stop all the questions. everytime someone asks me if something's wrong, it's really hard to answer because nothing is right. Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait. you just have to. it just won't leave you. it had to stay there until pain comes and you just cant stand it anymore. wow i wrote all of my feelings right now on here. pfftt since i wrote it already, there's no point of erasing and hiding it. instead, imma show the world, so they can know what im feeling right now. even if they try to understand, but nobody can know what living like this is like. at least it's off my chest. anyways, imma go watch U-Kiss Vampire to make me laugh for an hour. xDD byes from Lina EM
 hiii everyone!! gosh sorry i haven't been updating =;= been so busy with projects... on Saturday went to Julie's house to work on biology project..bhut her house was so hot i couldn't stand it!! so then we went to Tammy's house and worked on our project there with Julie N. i didn't do much of mine i was really grumpy so i decided to go home early. On Sunday, i did my project =DDD with my mom's help. bhut i had to wake up on Monday @ 5 in the morning to finish it. bhut it was worth it. my project looked great ;D i even took a picture of it for memories ♥ i presented my project today during biology class. i think i got a good grade for it. i kind of stumbled while i was talking but i think it's all right. xDD LOL tmw gonna go with some friends to do some stuff after school at my old middle school ;D hope it's gonna be fun. :) today had no hw so decided to update and to work on the sites. ;D so far, so good..but my back's killing me :/ i'll try to update the quotes, kays? lol anyways imma go to sleep now =D ttyl ♥ from Lina EM
 "A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes. Send you flowers when you least expect it. He'll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it. He'll call to say goodnight or just cause he is missing you. He'll look in your eyes and tell you, you're the most beautiful girl in the world, and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it" (i ♥ this quote. this is what every guy should be like. i love the picture at the top) hiii everyone!! ohh gosh i've been so busy this week. i havent posted since Monday. Im sorry about that xDD I was pissed off these days (drama i guess) and i felt gloomay. see i told u im bipolar. :O JK anyways, everything's been good so far. these past couple of days, i didn't work on my biology project. 1, i was too lazy, and 2, i was watching Hello Baby and U-Kiss Vampire ♥ (Hello Baby = Episode 8 U-Kiss Vampire = Episode 10) i got my progress report card today. i got umm, 3 A's, 1 B, 2 C's , and 1 F. :O ohh snap i can't believe i see a C and a F on my report card. but i wasn't surprised by that cause i know that i was failing. there was a pep rally today bhut it was so laaammmee.. it was only 15 mins long and it was boring. i liked Babb's pep rally wayy better. O_O then me and my friend have to go around the school looking for our teacher!! so f*** up man. T_T ehh, my whole class got detention for biology because we didn't turn in bellringer (warmup) =;= arrrgghhh @@ i was supposed to meet with my bestie, Julie in the library after school, but nooo i got detention. well, after detention was over, (it was only 15 mins btw) me and one of my other bestie, Tammy went to this room , and there was likea bunch of asians there!! LOL it was so weird...they were all speaking Viet and i couldn't understand. Im not that fluent in Viet. i suck really. and when this guy was talking to me, i understand it, but i couldn't reply back in viet...(it was an awkward moment for meh) anyways, after that, we went to the library but umm it was closed. and i saw Julie there leaving. we were bored so me, Julie, Tammy, and my other guy friend (ekk) was practicing our dance moves and all of that. i was learning Lucifer xDD and i did it...i think...............:p it was so much funnn. i love spending time with my friends. we stayed there for about an hour/hour and a half. and finally we decided to go to the front of the school to sit..xD we talked and talked and laughed and laughed and had a fun time ily my BFF Tammy, Julie ♥. ♥ ♥ BFF lol ehh im sorry if im unable to reply back to your messages right away but i will as soon as i can. xDD have a nice day everyone!!! love u :D from Lina EM
 "Don't cry for what might of been, don't live in the past. It was supossed to be forever, well forever never lasts. Lift your head and dry your tears, forget about yesterday. We had the time of your lives, but we must move on, let it fade away..." hi everyone!!! xDDD i love the picture at the top i decided to have a picture for every one of my posts makes it look more pretty and simplistic. ughz im really too tired to update nowadays~~ today was an okk day. there was some problems here and there. but ehh i shouldn't mind my business in it and so i don't wanna explain further. T_T anyways, again, it was an ok day. it was really fun in math class with my friends ♥ world history was boring like heck..had a sub so yea French was probably the best class i had that day~~ it was funnnnn ♥ went to Wal-Mart with one of my besties to buy supplies for project ;D had funn omg it almost Key birthday...idk what to do LOL went home and got yelled at by parents. for not picking up my cellphone cause i left it in the car. T_T somehow i was still hungry even after eating from my friend's house so i ate some soup and a glass of milk. now is tired and uhhh wanna go to sleep..BHUT have to do HW. ARRGHHH >:O god i realized that i dont get to work on the site for another two weeks cause of stupid projects (math and biology) @@@ F that. i don't cuss so don't expect me to cuss right in front of u. only when im mad i can't control my emotions and i saying and doing things that are so abnormal to me. ;D im on episode 7 of both Hello Baby and U-Kiss' Vampire xDD so happy got tired of watching cause my eyes hurt T_T i feel very grateful for having so many friends that have always been there for me. i've lost friends but gain new ones. xDD i love u all!! xDD and for those i jux meet on blogger about a couple of days ago, i would like to say that you guys are awesome and i hope we get to become great friends. T_T lameo LOL im like that..(not rrllly) so byes for nowwwww....and again, love yaa my sisters, my frans, everyone xDD from lina EM
 "You arent going to be her first, her last, or her only. She's loved before, she will love again, but if she loves you now what else matters? Shes not perfect. You arent either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if she can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She isnt going to quote poetry, shes not thinking about you every moment, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you could break. Dont hurt her, dont change her, dont expect more than she can give. Dont analyze. Smile when she makes you happy, yell when she makes you mad, and miss her when shes not there. Love hard when there is love to be had." hi, everyone!! xDDD ehh i changed my blogskin...ughz i couldn't find any good layouts but i liked this one cause teh colors are simple and its' organized and all of that. T_T lol i edited a little bit. jux changed the banners and make so the CBOX won't scroll along with the entries. ughz when i saw it on IE it looked retarded. so unless u want to see an ugly, confusing layout, i prefer u to use google chrome...or firefox, it looks ok in firefox. =D anyways another sad day today...i jux realized today is 9-11...... R.I.P to all the people that had died on this tragic day 9 years ago. I can't believe that it actually happen and i was like what 6? i feel so bad for the people in New York. T_T bless u all ♥ anyways, xDD, ughz im grumpy again today..cause i woke up early today and got a painful headache. =;= got Mcdonals today...no good food around teh house.. now got major stomache. xDD lol i pretty much didnt do anything that isn't part of my daily routine. ehh heehh lol i stayed on the computer most of the time. i watched the 3rd episode (i think) of Hello Baby ;D SHINee is so sweet T_T i love them all ♥ Onew why u so scared of babies? Jonghyun is a cheater and so is Key LOL jk. Taemin always getting bullied, awwhh my innocent maknae. Minho is gonna be a great dad one day, i jux know it. also watched 3rd episode of U-Kiss' Vampire. but somehow i continued watching and now im on episode 5?? LOL they're so awesome. i love them too ♥. i wonder what blood type i am? let'see my mom is O and my dad is B... i want to be O like Xander and Kevin and Eli and Kibum ;D LOL ehh hehh anyways imma go now. xD hope everyone will remember this day as a important part of our life that we'll never forget. byes for now ;D From Lina EM Picture From: TouchtheVelvetSky
 "Don’t fall into the trap of pretending everything is okay when you know it’s not." hey everyone!! xDDD sorry been so busy nowadays i havent done anything at all. and i feel weird.. lol idk what im saying sorry im really grumpy... cause umm, i got a 66 in biology. that is like the lowest grade i made in my entire school life. feel so gloomy ehh it's all right i guess. xDD it's not the end of the world yet i guess. mhhmm. gonna go to Walmart on Monday with my bestie(s) Maybe? lol to buy some stuff for biome project. ehh heehh i feel like putting a picture up there..since my posts seems so simple-looking..i guess. i dont' have much to say so im gonna end this here. still working on the site^^ ughz it's harder than i thought. don't have time to work on it due to hw and school....lol it's still on private because there's no point to going to it if there's nothing there to see. LOL u can look at SHINee...which is mainly what the site layout consists of (but of course its' gonna change) xDD currently watching uhh Hello Baby SHINee!! and Ukiss' Vampire... my main idols. i love them so much ^^ lol look at me..i don't have much to say lol understatement. o-o imma change myy uhhh layout on the weekends i guess if i can find a good blogskin. ok imma seriously ending it here. im bored and not in the mood to talk right now so gonna go edit some pictures or something. =D byes from Lina EM Picture From: TouchtheVelvetySky
Quote of the Day "As we grow older, it gets harder to believe. It’s not that we don’t want to but too much has happened and we can’t." Happy Labor Day, Everyone!!! i edited the blogskin a little bit :D xDD i get to stay home today!! lol why can't Labor Day be everyday? anyways i did a lot of things yesterday i was only on Facebook like 20% of the time yesterday i was stalking some ppll............. LOL no im jk. i was jux watching videos on youtube. i keep on watching Bingeul Bingeul ♥ i also watched this vid of Kevin speaking English (awwh he watched Avatar and his voice is so feminine when he speaks English, but i hearts; it.) im also learning Lucifer the tutting part i can do it........SLOW. lol i can't do it like SHINee they're too awesome. xD im really stalking U-Kiss now..lol mhhmm. im following all the members (except Kiseop -cause he doesnt have one, ok?) on Twitter. at first, i didnt believe tht they had a twitter but i saw Alexander's twitter (and i know he speaks English) annnddd theenn i was wondering if the other members have Twitter... lol and i looked up Kevin (cause he speaks English too) and he does!! so happy then i found all the other members' twitter. the rest are in Korean though...LOL so (Kiseop doesn't have one.........Kiseop make one, please :D) im really scared to tweet them....really awkward. but who cares?? it's still cool they have twitter now why cant SHINee have twitter, huh?? i think Super Junior have twitter. im not sure T_T now if y'all don't believe me, then its' your decision i don't follow imposters and all of that. i need to go do my homework now xDD then if i have time, i can go work on the site^^ i wonder when we're gonna finish???? LOL xDDD anyways, byes and if there are any questions, u knwo what to do. from Lina EM
"I could pretend that I’m not dying inside, but just so you know... I am." Conversation on Saturday, September 4, 2010 between Sang Ki(friend) and me on FB Chat: **lol i jux love this conversation so decided to post it on here** Sang Ki: hiiii Me: HIII (looking at Sang Ki's wall..........saw "Sang Ki like Choi Minho") Me: omg, u like Choi Minho?? i mean Minho?? i ♥ him!! (minho from SHINee btw) Sang Ki: yeah!!! i like him but i dont love him. Me: well, I do!! u a boy, he a boy, u cant love him. u can only like him. i'm a girl so i can love him. Sang Ki: yeah!!! maybe he don't love you Me: yes, he does. He loves his FANS!!! Sang Ki: yeah!!! then he loves me too. Me: ewww :O im just kidding. he loves all of his fans (girls and boys) Sang Ki: hahahaha yeahhh. link of a picture: http: ~~~~~~~~~~ who's that? Me: uhhh Jessica? (from SNSD) Sang Ki: Nope. Wrong. So Wrong. Me: ohh crap it's Kevin. :O (from U-Kiss) Sang Ki: yeah!! he looks cute. Me: *randomly* Kevin looks like Linda Chung. Sang Ki: yeahh. two other links: http: ~~~~~~~~~~ (pictures of SHINee dressed as girls........) Me: ohh my godd...they look so cute ^^ Sang Ki: and you say they were gay Me: i never said that. Sang Ki: last two pic links: http: ~~~~~~~~~~ (picture of Taemin leaning on Minho's shoulder) (JongHyun hugging Taemin) kinda gay.... Me: it's not gay. what r u talking about? it's awwhhh - sweet Sang Ki: hahhahahaha sends video link: http: ~~~~~~~~~~~~ (shinee, 2pm, dressed as SNSD's genie and singing and dancing) Me: ohhh myyy gooshhh...my Taemin Sang Ki: and Key Me: ohh crap my Taemin and Key!! Taemin does look like a girl......... oh crap i can't believe i said that Sang Ki: yeahhhh haahahah Me: why is Korea making them do this?!??? Sang Ki: hahaahaa Me: (wtf) well i got offline after uhh that because my mom made me go to sleep the conversation was longer than this but i jux shorten it xDD LOL it was fun talking about that...boy bands looking so feminine. Things i "figured out" yesterday about boy bands:
there's more i can't think of any right now if i do i'll addd em. Video of Key Speaking English ehh i heard Key speak English for the first time!!! xDD he sounds so weird...but i understand what he was saying. he was talking to a girl (that doenst even know who they are) -1 question: where are you come from? --Answer: America (i think that's what she said) (he sounds so cute, his voice sound so deep) -2nd question: how old are you? --Answer: 13 - and he laughs (looks kinda sad about it somehow) dude im 15. what u gonna say about tht, huh? xDDD -3rd question: Who is your type in these members...like boyfriend?? he comes over to the other SHinee members --Answer: Umm......oh,you!" LOL she gets to HUG Key too!! LOL if he asked me that, I'd be like ALL OF Y'all and hug every single one of them. Minho looks so confused..like" what is Key saying??" JongHyun so sweet..doens't know english but know how to say bye i didnt see Taemin and Onew...T_T LOL omg this is the longest post i ever handwritten!! eekk gonna go to Hmart. buy some stuff..likely to be foooddd byes for now from Lina EM
"I thought somebody would notice, I thought somebody would say something…" this applies to me xDDD but not always LABOR DAY!!!!!! yay!!! no school for three days!!! LOL idky im excited. i jux hate school right now actually what i hate isn't the school, but the ppl (teachers) who are in it. them giving all tons of homework. it's been a month already. and my mind, right now hasn't learned anything new...AT ALL> i never thought i say this..but i HATE MATH!! lol no not really. i jux hate my math teacher. this week's been okay. im trying to learn SHINee's Lucifer dance (well part of it) no success so far. :D my mood currently is happy right now cause i get to work on the site :o and i accomplish so much!! im so proud of myself. imma gonna advertise the site when we're done so watch out :D oh crap i haven't taken a picture since forever LOL i don't wanna be one of those camera hogging ppl right now working on the navigations of the site GO U - KISS!!! lol (so random) im starting to edit on Gimp. i think it's pretty cool ~~ everyone should download it it's free and it's not a big file to download....i think its a free alternative to Photoshop xDD lol listen to me : advertising this ;D anyways imma go work on site :) from Lina EM
"You ask me what’s wrong and I say nothing, but as a tear falls, I say everything" "The pain is there to remind me that I'm still alive" "Behind this smile is everything you'll never understand" "Smile. It's easier than explaining why you're sad" "I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get through anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering" hi!! omg im back!! sorry been so busy these weeks with hw and blah. xDD im bored right now so decided to post since my blog look so dead and few visitors visit unless i update (like i used to have an average of 30 ppl visiting my blog everyday and now it went down like 1 or none at all) ok it's techinally wednesday when i wrote this - NOT thusday so yea =) and so i posted 5 quotes instead of one cause i haven't posted since uhh like 2 weeks ago :D so im sorry anyways any news: - Aug 30 - day katrina hit. in memory of those ppl who were affected by it. Bless u lol i can't think of anything cause im writing at this at 12:01 A.M. O_o lol im getting sleepy so im wrapping this up xDD started another site <3 it's currently private because we (me and friend) have to finish working on it and then we can put it out on the public LOL (i'll tell u when it's open LOL) many things happen this week but im too tired to point it out xDD camp rock 2: final jam is gonna be on disney channel on Friday of this week (i think) so anyone wanna watch, watch. let's see oo yea Labor Day next week get to stay home to work on the site^^ wait i should tell u what the site about name: Asianpop Downloads AKA asianpopDLS <3 it inlcudes a bunch of stuff but i dont want to say it on here (too lazy). xDDDDDDDDD :I idk if im still gonna work on Stunning Designs but hopefully this site is more successful. ill try to update as much as i can but it will be very unlikely. lol im going to sleep, school tomorrow byes everyone <3 frm Lina EM |
